ONE LESS LONELY GIRL

So,yeah.LOGAN LERMAN should be my price charming in my dream world *wink,wink* :) .haha.but in reality life -.- i dont know who.and one thing i am very very sure is that im just gonna like someone but not flirting with any of them.YUCK!hahaha.and and there is one girl in my class,she is flirting with me.duh!im NOT a LESBIAN.so,get a life.GELI,GELI,GELI.hahaha.so,i guess i have to ignore that girl .GREAT !so,i've been thinking about yesterday's stuff.and there is no use argue with my best friend about him but why is she still ...uh,nevermind.ahh,can someone be a part of my life and change my world?i really2 need someone to do that. :).it would be fun and easier for me to live a life everyday.i have this big dream where my life is perfect and no issues with anyone.i mean not so perfect.i dont want to cry anymore.seriously,i always cry when i had a problem.which is so stupid crying over silly problem.HAHAHA.this is me.i cant help myself.too bad for me !


YES.one week school holiday and i am not going anywhere.all my siblings are going out with their boyfriend and friends.yeah,im alone now.i prefer going out with mama and abah.because i can get what i want.hahaha.no lah,i am a good girl.that's why im not going out :) .PERASAN.Ohh,i still hope my BIGGEST wish can come true.PLEASE,PLEASE,PLEASE!



BITTERHEART,
shiera

FALLING DOWN,FALLING DOWN

Hahaha,serious shit!this is so so funny.more than i can imagine.hahaha.i bet who ever read our post will noticed that we are being such a childish :) .well,what can i say.it just happen a few days ago.aha,this is my blog,my post and my stories.so what?dont you dare judge my blog.okay dude?hahaha.and i dont need you to be my loyal reader.BOO :) .so,yeah.i dont care about any stupid words that he or she said.YES YES YES.you can compare me with anyone because i know that's not true and i know who am i.i just want to live my life to the fullest.to tell the truth.i rather have no friend than having one that hate me.dont you think so? ahhh,so lame -.- .lets stop reading my blog,okay my dear friend?i dont want you to get hurt when you ask something and i didnt give you the answer.FULLSTOP.


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Mama bought me 3 new dresses and i cant wait to wear it :).THANK YOU mama !



THAN YOU,
shiera

WELCOME TO MY BITTERSWEET WORLD

Omg!i dont know what the hell is happening to me.well,sorry.i cant tell you everything.as you know i am not a hollywood celebrity.so,i need some privacy and my own space.there is a reason why i dont want to tell you.urrgh!cant you understand me?and this time tkda istilah 'nk jaga perasaan org lain'.SORRY.that's it.im tired with all this.if you dont like me liking him,just tell me.i dont want to argue with you.what else should i say?i think he's right.so,why do i have to be afraid?okay2,this things will make me go insane and drive me crazy.now,i have to tell the whole story to... ahhh yeah,i know who.HIM.i mean not him,but my friend :) maybe he can help me. and i should have some fun with my S :)



XOXO,
shiera

ITS NOT EASY TO LIVE A LIFE

Yeah,so where should i start?uh,let me just tell you that i am not happy with my life and i dont know why why why .ohh !i know why but i dont know how to explain.LIFELESS.yeah,that's it.bad luck is my best friend.me always make mistake.i thought this year gonna be a different life to me but i guess nothing gonna change.im tired of falling in love with someone.i wish someone could help me and be with me forever,i wish i never had any feeling.its just a wish.nothing gonna happen.so,yeah.im totally like this one guy but i wish he knows that and not hiding his own identiti.Urrghh!seriously i cant tell the whole story over here.someone will read this post and ask me -.-

so,its just me and my problem stuck in my head.


I HAVE NO IDEA,
shiera

GOING INSANE ?

SOOOOO,yeah not really.i drop out from band for sport's day :) .which mean i dont have to stay back everyday.Okay the reason is because i cant play.u know, CANT PLAY .Ohhh,i mean i cant blow and buzz.its been so so long.the last time i play is when im in form 3.now,im busy with koko.i have to do report for kelab -.-

Okay,forget about school.today is saturday and we have 'sekolah ganti' but i didnt go.well,im too lazy to wake up early today.so,i stay at home doing nothing and i got tuition and OHH OHH,i dont really like private tutor come to my house and teach me.you know,its kinda weird.i prefer tuition center.but lets give it a try right?

OMG!i cant believe it.im missing someone.hahahaha.okay,okay.i cant tell you who.so,you have to guess :)


LOVE,
shiera

GETTING TIRED DAY BY DAY

PHEWWWW !this week have been a very very busy week for me.okay,tuesday i got adele's practise.wednesday band practise,tomorrow got taklimat koko for ajk -.- and friday got band practise again and oh !saturday is a school day.but i think i dont want to go.seriously man ! i stayback everyday and sacrife my sleep time.which mean,i didnt sleep in evening.SLEEPING is very IMPORTANT to me.hahaahahaa.KIDDING.so,yeah.im busy until 6 march and im getting tired !and and i have no idea what else to say.since now,im suppose to do my essay.so,bye .

TIRED,
shiera

I WISH IT COULD HAPPEN TO ME

Ohhhhh,farah told me something about what did her boyfriend do for her birthday.and i think that is SO SO SO sweet.how i wish it could happen to me.but yeah,since i am single.so,i just hope my super duper secretkeeper can do it for me!hahaha.now i think i live in a fairytale world,cos i know it would NOT happen to me -.-
BHAHAHAHA,maybe someone can do it fo me ?suprise birthday? or OHH! suprise valentine's day?My gay partner should do it for me!hahahaha.OMG!wake up!nobody will do it for you.
i wonder why a NOT SO COOL person can get a VERY VERY SWEET BOYFRIEND?and i always get MR.WRONG -_- ,hell yeah!so,tomorrow,as usual im going to gossip with farah about her boyfriend.hahahaha. and and ohh!i think what emy just said to me is so TRUE!everyone loves to tell me about their secret + problem.which mean i have to be their counselor ?lucky me ! NOT!hahaha.so,i have one little secret i want to post but since HE always check my blog,so im not going to post anything about HIM ♥
BYE?uhh,yeah,bye!



LOVE,
shiera